There have been so many conflicting thoughts in my head. Just when I think I’ve sorted them all out, they come rushing at each other again.
In fairness, these thoughts always seem coaxed out by the same thing. I should avoid that.
Because at the end of the day, I’m not the most important thing in the world. I understand my worth but I get my joy from seeing happiness in others. Therefore, I am not the most important – because they are.
I never was any good at this “look after number one” stuff. Maybe I need to work on that.